(via squidsandswings)
Every time he talks about Isaiah, it makes me want to cry. It’s only been a year..I wish I would have known him better so we could talk about his memory, but I didn’t..I’m so sorry you miss him..
(Source: born--for--this, via sacrificialloveasylum)
(Source: atavus, via sacrificialloveasylum)
Take your word like it was gospel, I’m so eager to please, yeah I like it when you talk to me. It feels so good inside your shadow, it’s the place I need to be. Yeah, you know I need to climb you like a tree.
I kind of feel like relationships hold people back sometimes. Or maybe it’s just me. I feel restricted because all of my decisions effect that person and it’s no longer just about my happiness alone. I know that sounds horribly selfish, but I feel like I’m better at just being alone. I also feel like one day I’m going to just leave. Just pack all of my things up and go somewhere far away and I don’t want the painful task of breaking that person’s heart or the after effects of the break up. I also don’t want that person tagging along behind me, burdening me with their opinions and thoughts on where to go or what to do when it’s my decision. I guess I’m scared of commitment because I don’t want to be tied down..or maybe I don’t want to disappoint that person when they realize I’m not as great as they thought I would be..ahhh..life.
